Yet I cannot ignore the facts. Cruel facts…
Sure I used you, consumed you… But you were willing.
Sure if you go, you'll be replaced. Money does wonders…
You’re all cheap… Easily attainable.
I don’t have to fly to Dubai or Casablanca… I can get it locally.
And I know… If it wasn't with me, you’d be with someone else.
But… blessed is he who loves… And I love you…
I love the way I squeeze you… I love the way you leave a taste on my lips…
I love the way you comfort me… More than a few times a day (if I might brag).
Especially at night…
I knew, it’s been a long time coming… dumping you that is.
But I can’t get the strength to do so…
A wise shaman once said “علمتني كيف احب... علمني كيف انسى”.
Sure I’m a bastard… Sure once I replace you, I’ll forget you.
Am I a sinner for wanting to use you till your last drop?
Until you can’t give me anymore and then I can discard you?
I know I’m evil, and selfish… I want to make sure that… that...
Once I’m done with you, no one will even give you a second glance.
As the ruthless Chinese emperor Chi (463-455 BC) once said,
“Ching chang choong shaang tzwangsho!!!!”
(sorry, that line was soooo Dawood Hussain / Entesar Alsharrah of me, so lame... so lame)
Am I evil to believe in his black wisdom?
In any case… I think the time has come to let you go…
I have no need for you any more… I’m a man… I’m a user…
You knew this before we got in this relationship…
Hey! Tough luck!
Goodbye!
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